Nostalgia

Today I am sure was a momentous day. For at once, I realised how different things are going to be from now on. I am no more what I was. IIT has taught me a lot of things, and I am happy about it. I have hardly done anything I can boastfully mention to an outsider, but deep down inside, I know the worth of what I have learnt. It took me no more than a split second to realise that life is going to take a very differnt and unreversible turn. How these 4 years passed by, I never quite realised. SGD said something that touched me deep inside. I am going to try to be the best in everything I do. I haven't done many things and I am not proud of it. But I know, that a lot of the times, the efforts I have put in at some things have far exceeded what others might believe. And I am happy I did what I wanted to. And I am happier that armed with the conviction that I can do whatever I want to, I actually achieved almost everything I wanted to. Incredible? Often. Dreamy? Not at all. This I believe is just a precursor to the things that are going to happen in the days to come. And I promise to myself that I will try to be honest, to myself if not to others. All these friends and these moments are going to haunt me so often. And it will take me so much effort to get used to not living with these.